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Friday, April 01, 2005

just came from playin bb..tml havin CIP, goin collect newspaper at the neighbouring estates.. my stead just msg mi tat she don hav band tml, i was thinking to ask her out de cos we haven seen each other for one week le, but she say don wan to go out cos she hav alot of work to do.. sigh..she hav been so busy everyday,hav din hav time for mi.. i din ask for anything more or see each other everyday or wat.. i just wan her to spare a little time for mi tats all, i noe she hav alot of work to do,but i just wan her to go out with mi a few hours only..
sometimes i hav alot of work to do myself n she ask mi to go out, i would never say no..when i reach home, have to burn mid night oil to do those work, resulting mi always sleep in class..
sometimes i reali thinks tat she put her studies more important than mi...i can don take my mock exam or test just to go meet her, i don expect her to do the same, i just wan take a small portion of her time only.. only a few hours a week can le..nvm..
jeff [Hagane no Renkinjutsushi] 5:03 AM Friday, January 14, 2005

just came back home...suppose to go out wif my dear dear to acc her eat lunch n visit her dad..but last min her dad was discharged n even bought her lunch, so bo bian i at outside le,have to go home.. today hav to stay at home the whole day, no mood to go out liao... i turned everything down today.. nvm..its okie.. later gonna cook instant noodles for my lunch..
now blastin techno..so shiok.. yesterday mid-night,my fever woke mi up... very hot n xin ku..but i reali reali tired le,went back to sleep liao...woke up, fever was gone,feelin much better le..
was wonderin now, wat i gonna do after i finish writing my blog...head still dizzy, vision still blur blur de...nothing else to say le... bye bye..

jeff [Hagane no Renkinjutsushi] 9:35 PM Tuesday, December 28, 2004

halo.. come blog liao... hmm.. where should i start?.. let mi think.. oh..okie, lets start from christmas ba..haha..
On christmas day, i celebrated wif my dear dear... we wear tat black, long sleeved shirt together..woa!.. she was reali beautiful in tat, til dunno how to describe..(n looks a bit mature in tat).. i gave her a watch for christmas, n she gave mi a black cap which i always wanted to buy.. very nice sia..my favourite color!!..then we go take neoprints..guess wat?.. the neoprints we take, reali very nice lor..i reali like tat pic very much, very sweet.. my fren said tat my dear dear very chio in tat pic n say tat we 2 very 'pei'... wahaha..later on, we go watch 2 movies, kungfu hustle n phantom of the opera. the kungfu was very funny n lame also, as for the phantom, we watch til wanna sleep liao..boring but touching... after tat, i acc her go see clothes n she asked mi wat type of clothes tat i will allow her to wear, we used ppl on the streets for example.. so fun..bleachx..after tat, we go see lights on orchard..so beautiful.. this is the best christmas i ever had til now..

On 26th, i went out wif my frens to celebrate belated christmas..haha..we go watch movie first at cineleisure, kungfu again..sianz ar!!.. we watch til about 7+ i think.. then we go eat steamboat at marine south ther.. very nice n fun..hees..

yesterday just went to my fren hse to stay overnight, play til today morning still never sleep..haha..yesterday teach my fren, darren, play bb..not bad for first time..haha.. after tat, we play match with other ppl, 3 on 3..quite pissed off, cos my fren first time, dunno how to play just stand there, never block... my other fren say he hungry cant move.. then i flare up , i catch up the remaining points then we win.. yeah yeah.. from losin to winning..wahaha.. actually wanna teach my fren, darren, how to play match de, but cant.. cos i don wanna lose..

ok..back to today.. my dear dear go on holiday le.. feel kinda sad, won be able to chat wif her for 4 days.. just now sleep for a while then wake up le..dunno y.. hope she will take reali good care of herself at ther..missin her alot now.. wondering whether she reach there le ma, wats she is doin n hows her flu her, got eat medicine ma... so worried.. tat hei zhu dunno how to take care of herself de... hope she will hav fun there n faster come back..sobx sobx.. today wake up, found out tat i got a flu.. being drenched for 3times le... keeps on raining.. dunno y, everytime raining, will makes mi sad de.."Fallin Rain"... i pray every nite n day, tat my lao po will be alright..(^@@^)v

jeff [Hagane no Renkinjutsushi] 1:03 AM Wednesday, December 22, 2004

*yawn* so tired this morning, yesterday very late then sleep n yet today s early wake up..*yawn*.. yesterday so worried about my dear dear, she will be having her maths test later in the afternoon n she still haven study finish..hope the test will be easy for her, so she won be dropping tat sub..
tat time bought a black, long sleeved shirt for her, i got another one for myself also..(couple shirt).. but i bought the wrong size...!. the shirt is a little too big for her ..O_M_G!!!.. later gonna meet her go get the books n change the shirt, gonna wear it on christmas de... hope she can meet mi today n celebrate christmas which just round the corner...
yesterday just cut my hair, also very short.. i felt tat i'm like a holy monk.." Namu Amitafu".. later meet with dear dear, confirm will laugh at mi de... my finger still like pig's finger, still swollen, but now gettin better le.. gonna play basketball right after my hand recover... bye bye..

jeff [Hagane no Renkinjutsushi] 7:33 PM Thursday, December 16, 2004

feelin abit disappointed now.. later will be getin my results back.. yesterday til now telling my dear dear tat..but she like just totally ignored it.. i keep telling her tat cos i wish tat she could just wish mi good luck.. just once will do, then i very contented le.. but she nv say, maybe she not in a mood ba.. nvm...everyone wishes mi good luck, but i not happy... i only wan her wishing mi good luck, maybe she is too busy le ba i guess.. hai..today wake up exceptionally early wanna to see her morning msg but she nv send... she say no time..now wake up le, no mood to sleep again le..bye

jeff [Hagane no Renkinjutsushi] 5:29 PM Wednesday, December 15, 2004

hai.. tml gettin resluts le.. dunno wats my feelin now.. like no feelin de...miss my dear dear alot this few days, she went to band camp,this few days nv have a good chat with her.. but yesterday got tok to her on the phone, she using her fren's phone.. now so sianz at home, mum playing majong at home, mi at my bro's room blasting music.. i always telling myself tat 3 days won be long time, but during this few days, i reali miss her alot.. wondering hows she is doin there, got eat well anot, got sleep well ma n alot of things...
now listening to the song, 'Reason" from gundam seed destiny ending theme.. very nice , listened to it over n over again.. as usual, got nightmares almost nite, remote control always kena whack to very far away when i woke up from my nightmares..haha..got alot things to tell her, hope can see her reali soon.. actually wish tat she could acc mi go take results de, but tml she coming back, need lots of rest.. but nvm la..tml after gettin result,have to go to chalet again... i guess i at there also left out again de..haiz.. wats the point of goin there?.. nvm.. its better than nothing to do at home.. bye for now..

jeff [Hagane no Renkinjutsushi] 10:49 PM Monday, December 06, 2004

hi again... i too bo liao so come blog again le.. so sianz now.. just now stand at the window there, watching the scenery, n enjoy the breeze, suddenly feelin abit down, abit depressed..hiz.. now my heart n chest there hurts... reali miss her now.. she still having the band dinner thingy now... she sounds very happy, tats good.. she happy can le..
when watching the scenery just now, was thinking a lot of things... alot of pictures fly past my mind, it was too much tat i couldnt know wat i was thinking... when i close my eyes, wanting to rest, pictures flying by again, n recalling wat ppl say...its hunting mi..my chest now hurts more n more.. very painful...hardly breath.. i felt i like a walking corpse, everytime i would just stare into space, n start walking to a place where i nv tot i would go...i reali miss her now... i wan someone to acc mi now...nvm.. got her is enough le..waiting for her to finish her band dinner then sms mi.. tml goin to buy the present le, hope would be able to give it to her on tat very day...bye..

jeff [Hagane no Renkinjutsushi] 5:23 AM

hola.. everything's back to normal ... so happy!!... my lao po bought mi a necklace n a bracelet as our 4th month present.. the necklace i wearing it every now n then, nv took it off.... she help mi put on de..hees.. today woke up at about 9 plus, had a very bad nightmare, don dare to go back to slpp le.... forgot wats the dream about liao, just know its very sad de... today hp very quiet, lao po is busy wif her band dinner, later gonna start le ba.. i guess.. nv play bb today cos raining..
hope she is having fun at there.. miss her lots now...
yesterday spend almost all my money buying the dear boys vcd, cos her bro nv got it back she need to give it to her senior today, so no choice buy it for her lor.. as long she happy can le..but i no money to buy present for her le.. sobx sobx.. nvm.. i will think of a way de.. already think of a present le, but short of cash.. haha..saving now, hope can make it to our 4th month... n hope she can go out on tat day..oh ya..nowdays she very sweet, always 'wei' mi eat de..hees.. n she like very long breath de..*u noe wat i mean, dear dear*.. bleachx..

jeff [Hagane no Renkinjutsushi] 2:30 AM